i love my life right now. it feels like its on the path that it’s supposed to be on finally. 2009 hasn’t been my favorite year but i am very excited for 2010… it’s looking great so far. i’ve done a lot of things this year that i am very proud of… some other things made me feel like i was having a quarter-life crisis hahaha but we all go through hard times. it makes us who we’re meant to be. i’ve grown a lot and i’m really glad i went through everything that i have.
as of now, i have been working on a lot of movie sets which is really awesome. i have been meeting a lot of talented people and it’s a great learning experience. yesterday i worked on one with eric mccormick (who was in one of my fav shows, dead like me) and that was really cool. he is actually from toronto really close to where i live. so crazy. i am also working on more music which i am very very stoked about. an old friend of mine from california and i are collaborating and its sounding really cool. can’t wait for you all to hear it. i am also obviously still doing modeling work… it’s a fun hobby but definitely not what i want to do as a career. the modeling world is way too judgemental and cut throat for me haha. i am still working on a merchandise line… but it’s going rather slow due to our busy schedules… but it should be rolling shortly.
this is behind the scenes at the zombie prom runway show by imagozine… i was the prom queen haha so awesome.
laura and i at arcade…
current goal: start taking more pictures of my life hahaha so much happens to me all of the time and i never capture it!! i will definitely try harder to do that haha.
people in your life will come and go. i’ve definitely learned how to tell if someone is a real friend and who is not. i only surround myself with selfless and honest people now. i’ve been taken advantage of too many times and i don’t have time for fake so-called friends. another thing i’ve learned is that no matter where you go, there will always be a high school mentality. people who don’t even know you will talk about irrelevant things that happened in the past which they don’t even know the situation to begin with for the sake of either, wanting to feel included or being so negative that they want to make others feel the way that they do. i will never understand this but i really think these kind of people need to re-evalute themselves because nobody is perfect. everyone makes mistakes but we get over it and let it go because hating someone you don’t know doesn’t get you anywhere. same with saying bad things behind someones back… no matter what, it will always get back to them and makes you look bad in the end. stay positive cause in the end, enjoying life is all that matters.
so the holiday season is almost here… it’s so crazy how fast this year went by. i can’t wait to start baking.
what are you most excited for this holiday season?
